I am a complete zombie today, no energy to do anything else than to lie in the tub, taking naps and drinking coffee. Fighting my poor health drains me of all my energy right now. My chronic joint pain is driving me insane, but that has become normal for me, I have these days every now and then.
The sad thing is that in the worst moments of pain it feels like it’s never gonna go away, even if I know I’ll probably feel ten times better tomorrow already. In those moments no Ben & Jerry ice cream in the world can cheer me up. I think this is why I have always loved to escape into the wonderful world of fashion through pictures and movies. Then for a moment I don’t have to deal with the reality.